Holiday!!!!!!!

this place i wan to go....

I wan one holiday in may.... hmm....

all malacca and phuket holiday plan has gone down to drain !!!!! due to some misunderstanding in arrangement...

so... i need to plan a brand new holiday soon in may...my exam will end on 12 may. and new semester in june.. tats the ONLY time...

I tot of going to NZ... since my friend staying there... but seems ex le.. ticket alr cost me almost $900.. and other stuff spending might cost another 1k.. arhhhh.... sian sian....

hmm.... really need to work hard and be more RICH... haha....

Holiday holiday!!!!!!!

pls plan for me k???? anyone?

if you are working in any travelling agency jus drop me an email.... i will respond asap....

pS: i m nt looking at high end holiday... most prob spending less than 1k...

any good recommendation?

thanks...

love ya....

Make over?

does it make any diff??? maybe yes.... these two person... i saw in friendster used to look less handsome and pretty.. this makeover make the change..lol... despite their look still...hmmm... don wanna comment too much la.. let you ppl hav the say.. yeah.. the girl hav a story behind... haha. must be curious rite?? haha...
ok... let me reveal abit.. the rest..jus email me.. i only can reply personal if you really kapo...lots lots of ppl personal life...haha... anyway.. i only know some bad act la..haha... so don pin to be hope that i will be telling like those paparazzi...

as those who know me.. i hate betrayer... maybe.. i am born in the year of dog and being a cancer.. there its too much of loyalty element in my body to allow me to hav betraying act... i only hav 2 bf in my whole 20 plus year.. both might not be the one for me.. or maybe the yes for the recent one.. nt too sure yet.. don ask too much k... when its time to reveal I WILL... for friends tat i had.. i will nv too.. in my sec day.. there its a girl.. who go behind my back. to spread ill words abt me..at that time.. i was lost.. she used to be a close friend.. we can share clothes and play roller blade at void deck.. the smelly incident U rber?.. hmm.. some entry back...

after i know she do tat to me...i stop talking to her... i HATE such act... she its aries.. and tat make me fear of making close close friend wif such ppl.. i don't believe alot in horoscope.. but such things.. jus wanna play safe... anyway.. this women.. tat like to gossip.. and lots of other story. tat i m too lazy to recall and mention... she added me in her friendster.. and i sent her msg that we do hav an misunderstand in the past... she told me she cant recall... ahiyo.. think its normal la... since she its not the vitim and cant rber.. how many innocent soul she had hurt...lol.. anyway.. its over.. and i added her =)

come to this bride again... she its a BIG time betrayer in r/s.... hai.. sad to say.. but yes.. hope tat now she its married..she can keep to it... hai... and the part that she its being a LOSER.. after betraying.. she can actually regret and turn the head back to beg for forgive...haha. kinda of silly la.... maybe she its young ba... and even buy gift.. to hope to get reconciled... BUT... too bad.. she had not success in her act and she its now wif this goom.. hope that she will cherish what she hav and hav a proper marriage..maybe i am a devoted Buddhist.. i believe alot in one of my rule to bid.. its to keep to one.... i won allow myself to two time.. i will let my partner know tat i m not ready.. if he its not the one.. rather going behind his back..and do all kind of funny things.. i don like to regret...and i will try not to create any action to cause me to think and think.. and get upset abt...

I luv my life.. i wan it to 100% happy... and without worry.... tat will be the biggest challenge in life... my life teacher...took.. 6 full year to get this theory rite... i know.. i cant be tat gd.. maybe.. i will take a life time to learn...

i will try my best to be...

going to puck eyebrow and shopping today... yeah.... weekday been quite busy... weekend its enjoying time.. despite some project need to be submit.. hmm.. its ok... work aside... ENJOY TODAY!!!!

tata...

love ya....

Craving out my way.......

Cute cute le....

Sorry for all those kena cheated by me... oops... Lol...

this is nt my baby la... haha...jus cousin from hk gt it from the internet and sent me the pic...lol

my indo cousin call it digtal baby...lol

i must hav been MIA for a period of time to some of my friends...

alot to catch up real soon... life been veri pack over the last two yr....

now i am free on weekdays morning and weekends... my friends out there tat i lost touch or i keep rejecting ur apt... DO date me out ya??? see you real soon.... plan out some great activity k? sport will be better or jus chilling out at anywhere to catch up our life and exchange event happening over these yrs...

i am trying to figure out my way.. and wanna crave out a gd career real soon! if i am ready steady to do it.. in 3mths time.. i will be super busy... even weekend i will be busy...

treasure the time i hav now and catch up with whatever friend that i treasure and been missing out... I MISS YA! esp veron the 8po... we know each other more than 10yrs lor...nt sure if you will read..haha.. we din really keep in touch over yrs... really wanna get some life exchange wif U! We both hav changed and you seems to be much more mature now! GREAT!

hmmm... me eh.. still the same... nv die spirit like you always know.. but control in my own pace now.. too much tat caused me to change in viewpoint in life...

I will work hard. but i will wanna stay happy too... nt jus earn money blindly... my life will be more meaningful then tat...

i m willing to share wif anyone the real life goal if you are willing to...

Stay happy w/o having anY worry! =)

i am still learning to master it! its not easy... but at long as you are willing to... NOTHING in this world its too tough to be....

Believe me! You will be much happy once you know the real meaning of life... this is the right path.. and you won fear death anymore... cos its a cycle in life.... ones life has ended.. nothing its going to hold you back more... but what you hav done in your life will follow you on...

always believe in karma.. to me.. its jus a simple logic in life.. cause and effect... so simple till noone actually believe it! everything you do its a creation and will lead to effect and these will come back to you be it bad or good one.. its not being religion k... its jus a life teaching and its simple.. you throw a piece of paper today.. you created a sin.. but... if you choose to pick up a paper today it a bonus n u gain... and this goes on to even those complicated stuff...like.. r/s... or others..

you hav a choice? gd karma to gain or bad? the life its urs .. you are the master and you are the one who make decision... be WISE... be before it too late to be realized....

i will share more next time...

ciao....

love ya!!

Primary school life

rEALLY i am a gd student???

neh... for sure i m not... i did too much noti things.. lol...

update the little bit of the stories soon k...

take care pal...

love ya...

Life is wonderful

Life will be very beautiful if you are willing to open up your heart...

follow me to the journey of happiness...

get on the ride wif me...

love ya...

Life been gd despite sadness

Working in the new job been very enjoyable. Its really fun! Maybe its really jus hit off with me! Lol...

despite some sadness....

hai..

hack care la..

life still goes on...

i shall continue to be a happy girls ALWAYS!

nOTHING will affect me much! Now jus hav to work hard.. enjoy it... and study hard!

tats it!

the rest won be important anymore.. pls don post comment tat will tigger my feeling.. don be selfish k.. i will NOT post ur comment!

Thank you!

Love ya.....

Update on sushi making

Someone called me and say he is missed out in the sushi making session!

Ya... he helped me out and i shall reveal YOU!LOL



plS note: i am getting numb towards my r/s due to too much unhappniess that occured from the past.

But, I am still a happy girl..

Cos I luv my job now....

YEAH!!!!!

I jus simply luv cooking!

Ta.... La....

Its great man!

Taste gd too!

Wan some?? keke....

Next time k? =)

Watched Mr Bean last nite... Its quite funny la.. but.. some part quite boring that make this sleepy girl nearly fall asleep... LOL...

btw... I GOT the same flip phone Mr Bean got in the show.. The one he used to test all kind of music while he its in the car! Lol...

Very gd mood still.. yeah...

Going to have some hair cut later!

Love ya!

How many times in ur life ppl say that U.. U CANT?

A place many dream to be in. Costa Rica

Do u actually believe it??? When u r told u cant?

For me, usually not. Thats why I am named as stubborn as I had mentioned b4!LOL

But, why not?

Bcos, all these word "u can't" its stop ones DREAM!

The latest I cant I heard was getting myself promoted for my previous job as a Executive Officer from a Executive Assistant.

Other major one will over taking my degree in UNISA while working at the same time (some ppl do choose a more relax or flexible job while studying but i am unable to change and even try to climb higher)

Ambitious?

Maybe.. Yes!

But, usually I don't create such impression for others.

I hate OVER boastful ppl! And i actually feel sad for such ppl as their self confidence its pretty low to hav such act. LOL

Am I doing very well now?

Not yet.. but I WILL!

aND they these kind ppl advised the word i cant. I will have to decide myself again if to take action to do what i believe i wanted or jus believe their word that i cant

usually i will still go ahead.. LOL..

I had heard comment like you are not capable and stuff...

But do I wan to care so much?

Neh... its my life.. I cares only and noone shall need to interfere if it stop my dreams to come to!

Dream its to be realized and not jus stay in mind... pls... LOL

Dare to dream! DARE TO BE!

Good?

depend on who u r....

slacker? or hard working person who believe independent rulzes!

You might fail but as long as u r willing to try..nothing its impossible or too hard...

Today there will be a sushi making session!

Yeah, I luv cooking!

My skill its improving... Lol

yester.. i cooked lunch and get scolded and i feel happy still... LOL

I MUST be mad rite? I get scolding from my mum bcos the meal i cook for them its too little. WHY?

bCOS my mum say it taste gd and not enuff for three person.. tats why the other person its angry... oops.... LOL

Tks mum! I learnt so much from you! You are such a great cook! Hugz....

Today its sushi day! I will go back to catch more sleep and go cold storage to get fresh ingredient later!

tata...

Time to work hard like I used to

I had given myself a good break! Working, studying, r/s, family and friends is to be balanced over the past two yr.

After this short break....

Now its really refreshing.... i rejected many offer over and over.. Now its time to move on.. as boredom has hit and its a signal to WORK HARD again.

The same kind of offer that I am interested in. But this time with a different person. Not too sure abt it. As too many advise abt the cunning way these ppl handle things.

But, i think now its the best time to explore. My main motive its to gain explosure. Earning money its important but gaining experience will be even better.

That's why i choose this path. I have no lose at all in this situation. Even I might be able to get a better prospect job. But I would like to try out my ability like I always like to. And I have interest in this too.

The challenge of uni life its almost over. Now, time to take another kind of challenge.

Wish me luck! I will have a sky of mine.

Blogging is a gd way to voice out.....

I don't usually complainted alot in abt my life to others. As I felt that its irritated and nuisance to keep telling others my probs. Bcos I don't have such time and so do others. The busy life we hav don't allow too much of complaint and we need to keep it within.

BUT...

Now, i found a gd way..... and i don't need to disturb others in a comfort way...

BLOGGING!!

But DO be sensitive and careful when u blog.. if not you will ONLY be suitable to write personal diary cause noone will see it.


Check this out!

http://www.rudesingaporeans.blogspot.com/

some of you might been to this website already since they are being featured in newspaper.. the latest post of ALDO is by ME! LOL..

the website organizer is quite direct! I was too kind when i posted it and ask if they want to put the name as ALDO or A_D_

this is the reply of their email...



Keep up the gd work! =)

Someone who really understand

I just wish somewhere in this world there its someone who can do it..and treat me the right way. may its just my wishful tots.. I know its kinda of impossible... i like mature ppl.. cos they gave me good advice.. some of those friend tat gave good advice.. might not be close one.. but what they had gone thru.. turn them into maturity and able to give me gd advice.

Jus wish to have some peace in life and explore this beautiful world i been living in for 20 over years!

Love my life now!

Roar......



I am jus like this lion i need to roar out alone to relieve the stress...

But..

I feel so gd now! I had found my direction already! Enjoy life now.. really had not been feeling so relieve.. the add on stress over the year to causing me to become breathless! I cant even breath properly and kept hav to take deep breath in order to feel comfort. Refusing to see doc again and again.. hai.. so stubborn.. today i finally went to see Chinese doc.. hopefully i will be a obedient girl and stick to the medi till i recover! cos i went there once and stop going there after awhile.. becos i am stubborn.. haha..

I am going for some holiday.. to reward myself.. april will be malcaa and may will be phuket... might go indo to attend my cousin wedding in oct...

i wanna to blog more.. cos really gd mood.. but i am having some headache right now... i think i will take a rest... if not i will start to show my blur effect.. haha..

Not much sleep last night

I think I am really a emotional animal. I get upset so easily. Sad factor that I heard my friend experiencing will also affect me in some degree. esp those life and death case.
Life is so fragile. I can understand bad health will always affect ones life. It always come unexpectedly and landed up one in a very bad shape for a undefined period of time. BUT.. I think staying positive its still the best way to survive through these dark period. Being depressed will not get you any help. Do u know ur short term memory will be affected quite badly if you are too depressed? For those who had ever experienced depression. (Since its kinda of common nowadays.Cos its even on tv ma... ha ha..) You can try out some of those IQ test that provide a good anazlye of the result. You will be surprised that the section you scored related to short term memory will be lower than average. How i know eh?? Cos I am smart lor... hahaha....actually.. i like to know more abt these health stuff and had read alot abt it... so.. i can take prevention against it... women its more emotional in some way.. and also helps to deal with some of those emotional mood swing during our period..

SO.. don be too sad over things that already happened.. don't have too much memory flash back to haunt urself... spare urself k.. once its over.. we shld look forward and find solution rather sitting there keep thinking or even crying... its not easy.. but try your best k... if not you will be a very forgetful person.lol.

Going rollar blade later at pasir park. Hope I will have less fall today. Hoho... I used to play rollar blade in my secondary school days at void deck with one of my friend. At that time, we were still poor student. And.. We had one friend lending us the blade. So.. we take turn to play at void deck.. And hor.. we used to smell something weird...and wonder why... much later on.. we realized one of the pipe there its sewage pipe..

NO WONDER SO SMELLY... *0*

Interesting...

For the part that he explained on the clapping and their expression... haha...

More of china videos

its shows a unique cooking method.. i don't think it will be found in singapore... the background language its in hokkien.. dun ask me what does it mean.. i don understand too bcos of their accent and the video wasnt tape by me...







xiamen resort.. we went to this nice resort to take a look..






this is my niece... he is veri cute.. and smart too.. cos he know how to look at camera when we took him.. i know my voice its kinda of irritating as i keep repeating he is smart.. cos i am really amaze and dont usually hav seens young kids knowing to look at camera even only for phototaking sessions moreover baby..... so jus bear my irritating voice and enjoy seeing this cute baby..

BORING post

this will be such a BORING post unless you like to hear others writing abt their life.. sometimes when i am busy or not in mood... blogger i visited that its too wordy i will jus skip their post..

so DO skip this post and do not read if you do not have much time NOW..

OR... have better things to do...

here i goes...

I jus feel so tired over life... i got too much things within and refused to voice out.. i hav so much fear and so fearful and doubt in life.. i am sure some other ppl do feel the same.. we always act strong in front of others and point out our strong point to ppl to let them know we are capable.. i can be smiling and even laugh when i m faced with probs.. in order to hid my probs.. as i don't wish to be asked why am i sad... BUT.. some smart ppl do spot it anyway... haha..

i am so afraid to been seen weak... i will only reveal my probs to friends when i am strong again.. when i hav probs i always will face it alone and solve it myself.. to me.. i will feel bare.. lf i open my probs to others.. i think alot of ppl also like tat.. given a gd example will be found in friendster.. most of ppl.. post all their most beautiful side of themselves.. all the ugly and unpleasant stuff will not be seen... is it consider fake? maybe.. yes.. but its jus a survivor skill...

for me.. my close friends and family call me STUBBORN!. i look up into the dictionary.. its define as " not easy to deal with". oh my god.. i think when i m stubborn i am really a horrible person to deal with..agree friend??? lol..

i shld change rite??? but how??

i really don't know how? maybe i can.. jus sit back and relax.. and watch the world goes ard... but i won be what i am today.. i might not be a famous person..or maybe jus a too normal person.. but.. at least i have been able to acheive what i wan even its really tough proccess... and tiring...

and agreeing on what ppl say and following its jus really not my cup of tea.. unless the person its really kinda of sensible and capable person.. for example, they have proven their abilites.. then.. i will try to listen and gain understanding as their success has proven their right....


i feel much better to voice out my bits and pieces of feeling at this little corner of mine..

how i wish i can be not bothered by what ppl say.. and live on my life without thinking the judgement of others.. maybe i am now young and full of energy.. when i am much older.. i will mellow....