Saturday, May 26, 2007

When I loved myself enough....

Before you even hav the ability to love anyone..

the 1st person to love is....




Wednesday, May 23, 2007


I suppose if you understand it.......

it will be the "TRUE" meaning of existing......


love ya....

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

如果.爱 - 张学友

如果.爱 - 张学友


finally a song tat melt my heart again.........

feel very good to hear this song..

esp in a quiet place..........

lets melt with this song....


love ya..

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Too much things...

I hav done so... so.. so.. much things recently..

bt was really too tired n too lazy to pen everything down...

lots of interesting stuff.....

enjoying company frm all my friends....

more cool friends i kw...

we can contact each other thru my msn@

(pls do talk to me when u see me in msn. or respond to me... if nt.. i don't see a point that we hav each other in msn.. sorry.. bt i hav quite a bad habbit.. i will delete once in awhile for those nv respond to my msg over msn.. cos i don see the point to hav them in my list... and i might add them back when i feel like..ooops... thats SUCH a bad habbit.... hmm... hahaha...)

Life been enriching.....

i am really lazy to get into any r/s stuff....

i was telling my close friend....

since i was still so lazy to explore new guy like b4....

i jus wish tat....

someone tat its meant to be spent a lifetime wif me......


and we can be forever together....

i don wish to spend or i shld said.. even waste my time. on any wrong person anymore....

nt only.. i feel hurtful... bt i m afraid i might hurt others too...

so i jus wish...

at the right time... pls send me THAT guy..

so i can be on my best to him... and treat him well n dote him... and hopefully.. he will treat me the way i treated him...

BUT most importantly.....

he must be able to guide my life....

give me direction when i m lost....

bring me alive when i cant do it myself...

do such ppl exist in my life??


nt sure...

i shall see.....

someone told me b4 when i jus start my last r/s.. i will meet two deep impression guy b4 i met the third one who meant to be my husband... i had two bf b4.... one last abt 3 mth.. the others one yr plus.. hmm..... so does it mean tat the third guy.. will be my life guy??? nt too sure... anyway.. i always believe.. life its more than jus having a lover... there its alot more things to do... but jus that having a partner.. hav a feeling of loved and u can loved him n pamper him too... this will give the power to go on alot more stuff.. cos wif love and more love.. everything its possible....

sharing nice song again....

this is really kinda of simple love.....



love ya....

Sunday, May 13, 2007


Andy lau?? is he? ya.. shld be la.. he old ma liao... sure mature one.. keke.. but he still got his charm...

in life... usually we don't meet andy lau la... haha....

but there its other guy who are mature at their age.....

they are those who are explore to the environment and their words usually do make sense......

i admire their way of life and learning those of their ways that are suitable to me....

enjoyed last nite veri much!

suppose to be a pre-celebration for my bdae....

love my sisters... FULL ATTENANCE!


so tir... exam... proj... work....

but its ok...

now less one burden...

focus on my work....

and enjoy too!

i wanna zzz alr....


today its mother's day hor!


Happy mother's day to world's mother!

I had some celebration wif my family today and fri... keke.....

shall upload photo soon.. bt nt today... too tired alr... another day when possible.. or when ya ask me... =P

going to get my mum some gift next week.. ipsa while series and sun block....

hope she will be a pretty mum too!

which women don't love to be pretty rite??


love u MUM!



love ya!

Friday, May 11, 2007

Nice song -- What goes around comes around...

歌曲: What Goes Around Comes Around - Justine Timberlake

Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it(uh)
Don't wanna talk about it(uh)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it(uh)
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around

Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now(on now)
Maybe I should do the same(maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby(baby)
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it(no)
Don't wanna talk about it(hm)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it(uh)
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around

What goes around comes around
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't wanna think about it(no)
Don't wanna talk about it(hm)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it(uh)
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around(shoulda known better)
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around(now it's breaking my heart)
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
(what goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
(what goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around

Yup(let me paint this picture for ya, baby)

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get is a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it go without saying that should let the feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tell is always time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy

What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya

Take it to em, J

Hey, hey, hey, hey(repeatedly till the end)

You shoulda listened to me, baby
Take it to em, J
What goes around comes back around

This is the same things as I ALWAYS say....



yester my mum told me...

my neighbour from shanghai..

they hse owner mother wanna go back for an op...

she asked my mum to shift our shoes shelves outside our door...... cos its face her door....

my mum told me she reply tat its been placed there for years.....

after i had my dinner...

i shifted it frm the right side to left side which does nt face the door.....

i told my mum...

its such a simple task to do to make others comfort...


and put ourselves in their shoes..... we would wan to be treated the same way if we had such request...

and its really simple to do it! =)

today... i went to run wif my dad to chong pang... a market in yishun.....

its abt half an hour run!

its fun!

we had breakfast there....

these few day... i been making more apt for my friend i work wif....

i gt a lead... and today its the second meet up wif seller....

when i m home frm chong pang....

i gt an sms...

as expected.....

we got the million ppty an exclusive SIGNED!!!!!


well done to all of us!!

more to go...

i strongly believe what goes around comes ard....

gd deed n gd return.....

its up to u believe it or nt....

but i sure...

at least....




love ya...

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Full facts of SINGAPORE_ Do u kw them ALL??

Introduction Top
Background: Singapore was founded as a British trading colony in 1819. It joined the Malaysian Federation in 1963 but separated two years later and became independent. It subsequently became one of the world's most prosperous countries with strong international trading links (its port is the world's busiest in terms of tonnage handled) and with per capita GDP equal to that of the leading nations of Western Europe.

Geography Top
Location: Southeastern Asia, islands between Malaysia and Indonesia

Geographic coordinates: 1 22 N, 103 48 E

Map references: Southeast Asia

Area: total: 692.7 sq km
land: 682.7 sq km
water: 10 sq km

Area - comparative: slightly more than 3.5 times the size of Washington, DC

Land boundaries: 0 km

Coastline: 193 km

Maritime claims: territorial sea: 3 nm
exclusive fishing zone: within and beyond territorial sea, as defined in treaties and practice

Climate: tropical; hot, humid, rainy; two distinct monsoon seasons - Northeastern monsoon from December to March and Southwestern monsoon from June to September; inter-monsoon - frequent afternoon and early evening thunderstorms

Terrain: lowland; gently undulating central plateau contains water catchment area and nature preserve

Elevation extremes: lowest point: Singapore Strait 0 m
highest point: Bukit Timah 166 m

Natural resources: fish, deepwater ports

Land use: arable land: 1.64%
permanent crops: 0%
other: 98.36% (2001)

Irrigated land: NA sq km

Natural hazards: NA

Environment - current issues: industrial pollution; limited natural fresh water resources; limited land availability presents waste disposal problems; seasonal smoke/haze resulting from forest fires in Indonesia

Environment - international agreements: party to: Biodiversity, Climate Change, Desertification, Endangered Species, Hazardous Wastes, Law of the Sea, Ozone Layer Protection, Ship Pollution
signed, but not ratified: none of the selected agreements

Geography - note: focal point for Southeast Asian sea routes

People Top
Population: 4,425,720 (July 2005 est.)

Age structure: 0-14 years: 16% (male 366,971/female 342,295)
15-64 years: 75.9% (male 1,639,842/female 1,719,829)
65 years and over: 8.1% (male 157,636/female 199,147) (2005 est.)

Median age: total: 36.76 years
male: 36.4 years
female: 37.07 years (2005 est.)

Population growth rate: 1.56% (2005 est.)

Birth rate: 9.49 births/1,000 population (2005 est.)

Death rate: 4.16 deaths/1,000 population (2005 est.)

Net migration rate: 10.3 migrant(s)/1,000 population (2005 est.)

Sex ratio: at birth: 1.08 male(s)/female
under 15 years: 1.07 male(s)/female
15-64 years: 0.95 male(s)/female
65 years and over: 0.79 male(s)/female
total population: 0.96 male(s)/female (2005 est.)

Infant mortality rate: total: 2.29 deaths/1,000 live births
male: 2.5 deaths/1,000 live births
female: 2.06 deaths/1,000 live births (2005 est.)

Life expectancy at birth: total population: 81.62 years
male: 79.05 years
female: 84.39 years (2005 est.)

Total fertility rate: 1.05 children born/woman (2005 est.)

HIV/AIDS - adult prevalence rate: 0.2% (2003 est.)

HIV/AIDS - people living with HIV/AIDS: 4,100 (2003 est.)

HIV/AIDS - deaths: less than 200 (2003 est.)

Nationality: noun: Singaporean(s)
adjective: Singapore

Ethnic groups: Chinese 76.8%, Malay 13.9%, Indian 7.9%, other 1.4% (2000 census)

Religions: Buddhist 42.5%, Muslim 14.9%, Taoist 8.5%, Hindu 4%, Catholic 4.8%, other Christian 9.8%, other 0.7%, none 14.8% (2000 census)

Languages: Mandarin 35%, English 23%, Malay 14.1%, Hokkien 11.4%, Cantonese 5.7%, Teochew 4.9%, Tamil 3.2%, other Chinese dialects 1.8%, other 0.9% (2000 census)

Literacy: definition: age 15 and over can read and write
total population: 92.5%
male: 96.6%
female: 88.6% (2002)

Government Top
Country name: conventional long form: Republic of Singapore
conventional short form: Singapore

Government type: parliamentary republic

Capital: Singapore

Administrative divisions: none

Independence: 9 August 1965 (from Malaysian Federation)

National holiday: National Day, 9 August (1965)

Constitution: 3 June 1959, amended 1965 (based on preindependence State of Singapore Constitution)

Legal system: based on English common law; has not accepted compulsory ICJ jurisdiction

Suffrage: 21 years of age; universal and compulsory

Executive branch: chief of state: President Sellapan Rama (S. R.) NATHAN (since 1 September 1999)
head of government: Prime Minister LEE Hsien Loong (since 12 August 2004); Senior Minister GOH Chok Tong (since 12 August 2004); Minister Mentor LEE Kuan Yew (since 12 August 2004); Deputy Prime Ministers Shunmugan JAYAKUMAR (since 12 August 2004) and Tony TAN Keng Yam (since 1 August 1995)
cabinet: Cabinet appointed by the president, responsible to Parliament
elections: president elected by popular vote for a six-year term; election last held 28 August 1999 (next to be held by August 2005); following legislative elections, the leader of the majority party or the leader of a majority coalition is usually appointed prime minister by the president; deputy prime ministers appointed by the president
election results: Sellapan Rama (S. R.) NATHAN elected president unopposed

Legislative branch: unicameral Parliament (84 seats; members elected by popular vote to serve five-year terms); note - in addition, there are up to nine nominated members; the losing opposition candidate who came closest to winning a seat may be appointed as a "nonconstituency" member
elections: last held 3 November 2001 (next to be held not later than 25 June 2007)
election results: percent of vote by party - PAP 75.3% (in contested constituencies), other 24.7%; seats by party - PAP 82, WP 1, SPP 1

Judicial branch: Supreme Court (chief justice is appointed by the president with the advice of the prime minister, other judges are appointed by the president with the advice of the chief justice); Court of Appeals

Political parties and leaders: governing party: People's Action Party or PAP [LEE Hsien Loong]; opposition parties: Democratic Progressive Party or DPP [LING How Dong]; National Solidarity Party or NSP [vacant] (SDA group); Singapore Democratic Alliance or SDA [CHIAM See Tong] (includes SPP, PKMS, NSP, SJP); Singapore Democratic Party or SDP [CHEE Soon Juan]; Singapore Justice Party or SJP [Desmond LIM] (SDA group); Singapore National Malay Organization or PKMS [Malik ISMAIL] (SDA group); Singapore People's Party or SPP [CHIAM See Tong] (SDA group); Workers' Party or WP [Sylvia Lim Swee LIAN]

Political pressure groups and leaders: NA

International organization participation: APEC, APT, ARF, AsDB, ASEAN, BIS, C, CP, G-77, IAEA, IBRD, ICAO, ICC, ICFTU, ICRM, IDA, IFC, IFRCS, IHO, ILO, IMF, IMO, Interpol, IOC, ISO, ITU, MIGA, NAM, OPCW, PCA, UN, UNCTAD, UPU, WCL, WCO, WHO, WIPO, WMO, WTO

Flag description: two equal horizontal bands of red (top) and white; near the hoist side of the red band, there is a vertical, white crescent (closed portion is toward the hoist side) partially enclosing five white five-pointed stars arranged in a circle

Economy Top
Economy - overview: Singapore, a highly developed and successful free market economy, enjoys a remarkably open and corruption-free environment, stable prices, and a per capita GDP equal to that of the Big 4 West European countries. The economy depends heavily on exports, particularly in electronics and manufacturing. It was hard hit in 2001-03 by the global recession, by the slump in the technology sector, and by an outbreak of Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome in 2003, which curbed tourism and consumer spending. The government hopes to establish a new growth path that will be less vulnerable to the external business cycle and will continue efforts to establish Singapore as Southeast Asia's financial and high-tech hub. Fiscal stimulus, low interest rates, a surge in exports, and internal flexibility led to vigorous growth in 2004, with real GDP rising by 8 percent, by far the economy's best performance since 2000.

GDP: purchasing power parity - $120.9 billion (2004 est.)

GDP - real growth rate: 8.1% (2004 est.)

GDP - per capita: purchasing power parity - $27,800 (2004 est.)

GDP - composition by sector: agriculture: 0% negligible
industry: 32.6%
services: 67.4% (2004 est.)

Labor force: 2.18 million (2004 est.)

Labor force - by occupation: manufacturing 18%, construction 6%, transportation and communication 11%, financial, business, and other services 49%, other 16% (2003)

Unemployment rate: 3.4% (2004 est.)

Population below poverty line: NA

Household income or consumption by percentage share: lowest 10%: NA
highest 10%: NA

Inflation rate (consumer prices): 1.7% (2004 est.)

Investment (gross fixed): 27.4% of GDP (2004 est.)

Budget: revenues: $17.05 billion
expenditures: $18.45 billion, including capital expenditures of $5.8 billion (2004 est.)

Public debt: 102.5% of GDP (2004 est.)

Agriculture - products: rubber, copra, fruit, orchids, vegetables, poultry, eggs, fish, ornamental fish

Industries: electronics, chemicals, financial services, oil drilling equipment, petroleum refining, rubber processing and rubber products, processed food and beverages, ship repair, offshore platform construction, life sciences, entrepot trade

Industrial production growth rate: 11.1% (2004 est.)

Electricity - production: 35.33 billion kWh (2003)

Electricity - production by source: fossil fuel: 100%
hydro: 0%
nuclear: 0%
other: 0% (2001)

Electricity - consumption: 32 billion kWh (2003)

Electricity - exports: 0 kWh (2003)

Electricity - imports: 0 kWh (2003)

Oil - production: 0 bbl/day (2001 est.)

Oil - consumption: 700,000 bbl/day (2001 est.)

Oil - exports: NA

Oil - imports: NA

Natural gas - production: 0 cu m (2001 est.)

Natural gas - consumption: 2.5 billion cu m (2001 est.)

Natural gas - exports: 0 cu m (2001 est.)

Natural gas - imports: 2.5 billion cu m
note: from Indonesia and Malaysia (2001 est.)

Current account balance: $8.8 billion (2004 est.)

Exports: $174 billion f.o.b. (2004 est.)

Exports - commodities: machinery and equipment (including electronics), consumer goods, chemicals, mineral fuels

Exports - partners: Malaysia 15.2%, US 13%, Hong Kong 9.8%, China 8.6%, Japan 6.4%, Taiwan 4.6%, Thailand 4.3%, South Korea 4.1% (2004)

Imports: $155.2 billion (2004 est.)

Imports - commodities: machinery and equipment, mineral fuels, chemicals, foodstuffs

Imports - partners: Malaysia 15.3%, US 12.7%, Japan 11.7%, China 9.9%, Taiwan 5.7%, South Korea 4.3%, Thailand 4.1% (2004)

Reserves of foreign exchange and gold: $112.8 billion (2004 est.)

Debt - external: $19.4 billion (2004 est.)

Currency (code): Singapore dollar (SGD)

Currency code: SGD

Exchange rates: Singapore dollars per US dollar - 1.6902 (2004), 1.7422 (2003), 1.7906 (2002), 1.7917 (2001), 1.724 (2000)

Fiscal year: 1 April - 31 March

Communications Top
Telephones - main lines in use: 1,896,100 (2004)

Telephones - mobile cellular: 3,521,800 (2004)

Telephone system: general assessment: excellent service
domestic: excellent domestic facilities
international: country code - 65; submarine cables to Malaysia (Sabah and Peninsular Malaysia), Indonesia, and the Philippines; satellite earth stations - 2 Intelsat (1 Indian Ocean and 1 Pacific Ocean), and 1 Inmarsat (Pacific Ocean region)

Radio broadcast stations: AM 0, FM 17, shortwave 2 (2003)

Radios: 2.6 million (2000)

Television broadcast stations: 7 (2003)

Televisions: 1.33 million (1997)

Internet country code: .sg

Internet hosts: 484,825 (2003)

Internet Service Providers (ISPs): 9 (2000)

Internet users: 2.31 million (2002)

Transportation Top
Highways: total: 3,130 km
paved: 3,130 km (including 150 km of expressways)
unpaved: 0 km (2002)

Pipelines: gas 139 km (2004)

Ports and harbors: Singapore

Merchant marine: total: 923 ships (1,000 GRT or over) 23,065,290 GRT/36,393,317 DWT
by type: bulk carrier 138, cargo 86, chemical tanker 115, combination ore/oil 5, container 180, liquefied gas 42, livestock carrier 1, passenger/cargo 1, petroleum tanker 316, refrigerated cargo 3, vehicle carrier 36
foreign-owned: 487 (Australia 5, Bangladesh 1, Belgium 10, China 15, Denmark 34, Germany 7, Greece 5, Hong Kong 43, India 3, Indonesia 54, Japan 83, Malaysia 31, Norway 83, Philippines 3, Russia 1, Slovenia 1, South Korea 12, Sweden 12, Taiwan 44, Thailand 17, UAE 6, United Kingdom 12, United States 5)
registered in other countries: 276 (2005)

Airports: 10 (2004 est.)

Airports - with paved runways: total: 10
over 3,047 m: 2
2,438 to 3,047 m: 2
1,524 to 2,437 m: 4
914 to 1,523 m: 1
under 914 m: 1 (2004 est.)

Military Top
Military branches: Singapore Armed Forces: Army, Navy, Air Force, Air Defense (2005)

Military manpower - military age and obligation: 18 years of age for compulsory military service; 16 years of age for volunteers; conscript service obligation reduced to 24 months beginning December 2004 (December 2004)

Military manpower - availability: males age 18-49: 1,215,568 (2005 est.)

Military manpower - fit for military service: males age 18-49: 982,368 (2005 est.)

Military expenditures - dollar figure: $4.47 billion (FY01 est.)

Military expenditures - percent of GDP: 4.9% (FY01)

Transnational Issues Top
Disputes - international: disputes persist with Malaysia over deliveries of fresh water to Singapore, Singapore's extensive land reclamation works, bridge construction, maritime boundaries, and Pedra Branca Island/Pulau Batu Putih - parties agree to ICJ arbitration on island dispute within three years; Indonesia and Singapore pledged in 2005 to finalize their 1973 maritime boundary agreement by defining unresolved areas north of Batam Island; piracy remains a problem in the Malacca Strait

Illicit drugs: as a transportation and financial services hub, Singapore is vulnerable, despite strict laws and enforcement, to be used as a transit point for Golden Triangle heroin and as a venue for money laundering

WOW! rite??


i am going to sleep hard from tomolo till sat 12pm!

jia you to myself!


love ya!


if u are men and u r reading this........

i m sure.. u don't agreed to this.....

cos u must have ever do tat....

always claim to be a vitim....

too bad....

if u ever make women cry bcos of ur lousy deeds.....

u will NEVER be a vitim......


Do u know how much suffer women hav to hav in her whole life??? while u enjoying urs!

emotional swing bcos of her period its most women face..some even die bcos of it......

why they hav to suffer?

cos to bear u beautiful kid........

and u still bear to make her sad.......


quite funny one....

can u imagine urself...

wearing a tight rubber band??????? at ur chest??????????

feel gd??? try it...

why??? they hav to suffer???

dumb one??

u must be thinking some women don't

but mostly we hav to wear le.....


sorry i kw this its nonsense..

but its really a truth!

and its nt funny if u do hav to suffer what women suffer......


u still bear to make her sad??????

really useless....

even for her to give her the 1st time... she hav to be in pain while u feel gd.......

got the picture.. tat u r really gd creature...

in buddhist... women if do gd life.. they might be a man....

what this mean???

man r better man....

so they shld hav the responsible to take care of woman...

since strong shld protect the weak...


i agreed some women r immortal.....

depending ba...

in buddhist.. its nv exist...

let me repeat...

buddhist its a teaching nt religion....

if u jus pray w/o follow their 5 rules...

nt to steal...



legal n proper man n woman affair....

and do nt drink to break any of the above....

if u follow..

i don't see any immortal thing a women shld be...

of cos....

nt everyone

has wake up....

and be such a person....

even myself cant totally be...


i am working to it...

to hav a better life....

and gd karma...

come to dumb man thinge...


esp those cant even solve their own probs......

and seek for help when the women its sad n she its willing to solve for u....






tats all...

even i sound veri harsh in this post!

but i m still hav love in my heart...


tomolo its a battle day!!

jia you for myself!!!


love ya!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Little update.....

I like this pic of mine... its taken long ago....

I am having an exam this sat as you know.... wish me luck!

I will be having a KTV session after tat as a reward! YEAH!!!

I am gg for my 1st viewing in the current the new job. Its nt the 1st time i do hse viewing..since i do assist another agent to view my hse proj and the condo next to.

This time its diff.. its my lead... i did my cold call... and the owner agreed!

Hopefully, i am making another close step to my career!

Fri, i will be on leave to work REAL hard for sat!

I will made a major decision for my love life! I don't feel like revealing any personal in blog. as i say.. its too public to discuss my personal probs in detail since its involved nt only me.

feel more lighten up. since i can focus better on my work. and less tearing.....

I met my wif my dearie sister.. joanne.. my darling..keke... last fri her last paper for exam.. i tot to meet her for supper since she won be joining me at dlb o... bt the timing wasnt able fit into mine... HOWEVER, when i was on my way home.. my friend spot her n bf... WAH... i got excited.. no kidding.. really excited.. i guess i must hav really missed her badly.. i wanted to jump out of the car immediately... hmm... i think i am getting more leisbian alr.. oops........ we had supper after tat... and as usually we cant stop talking to each other.. till the rest was tooo tired... sorry friends...hahaha..they ask me to go her hse to carry on... wahhahahah.. i will if i don hav impt things.... haha...

yester, i meet up wif her... after wk jus for dinner.. i wasnt feeling too well.. since the day b4 i din really sleep... bcos.. i had vomited n stomach pu... so spent mostly in toilet.. haha.. after we meet up... we shift to a MOS burger to TALK... haha.... she told me she was too excited to see me.. ME TOO GIRL! keke.. bt i told her must stay calm.. haha.. and advise her to maintain calmness n stuff since.. i learn frm zen tat over sad or happy tat our body will produce poison and when we calm down its will produce another chemical to netrulise... haha....... SO.. nt only telling her. but myself too! cos as those friend tat i know.. i am used to be well known for gan chiong... oops........... nwadays.. i am learning alr.. hopefully.. i can master the skill of calmness!

we talk lots lots lots...haha... really too much to share and no such time available.. haha... after talking for hours.. which i suppose to go back n rest n zzzz... ahiyo...

she told me my life seems veri rainbow.. i told her....

" what is the condition to be in order to hav rainbow?"

she say hmm.......

" its raining n lighting"

haha.. chim?

neh.. really... even its so eventful for my life.. tat anyone will wonder.... haha... but the raining n lighting did hurt me in bad shape too...

lots lots of sad element inside.. bt i told myself.. who don't hav?

everyone has a probs.. doesnt mean their probs its any less serious than mine.. since i had nv experience what they had.. i cant compare....


one secret update..haha...

i hav a secret secret..haha.. i disclose to jo...


what is it ? haha..

dont tell u... keke............

neh... haha...

maybe next time....

i am gg for my gym or swim later...

to keep my body fit n in shape..



love ya!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Professional Look .. Do I?

How? Pro or nt?

keke.. WELCOME all kinda of comment! Tks!

Might be wondering what is my current job?

hmm... what i can say its... compared to the previous job..

its actually related to my poly n degree... which i had nt been into.. since i grad for 3 yr...

Instead of having 3 subordinate - a big private space n desk, pc, phone,printer..

Nw i work with 3 person..... share table, pc, phone, printer..but wif LOTS of flexible & motivation!


its diff company and totally diff job....

the previous its more to desk bound.. working wif manager.... attending meeting wif chairman n MD to assist them.

Nw, again.. interactive job.. which i missed alot when i held my executive position.

I actually missed.. customer talking to me.... kinda nt used to facing all the document....

cold objects...


I left after awhile... really such a hast tat i left... kinda of sick of such boring lifestyle. i cant imagine.... i must hav made disappointment to many... hmm...

No choice!


My current job will also lead me to a bright future as long as i willing!

Currently, its my learning stage.. i m just like a sponge.. absorpting as much knowledge as possible...

My exam will be next sat!

I wiil work hard!

Its a double price i paid! But its something i wanted, so no regrets!

I rather this way, then hav dirty mark in my transcipt!


1st of Sept!

Tats the next modules also the last exam date!

I suppose i will nt attend any school.. only those for own interest!

Yes! I will do well!

all the best to all my fellow uni friend....

yeah!! i shall share another nice song -- 最近


love ya!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

In the state of GOODNESS!

I hav return to the state of good mood again =) things seems to be getting better..hopefully.. it will stay this way.. have alot of interesting things to pen down.. but i was too lazy or too busy to share at this moment.. keke....

ta... la.....

since i m good mood.. i will surely love to cook... keke...

this nice udo its cooked by me...


Wif tomato sauce, egg and ham....

and my fav FISH!

this is a clearer pic.....

its my lunch......

anyone interested to eat?


join me @ my hse gym any weekday @ 9am....

let me know k....


lets be cool babe together...

i had gained abt 5kg since i took up my uni programe..

cos i took too much supper alr.. oops...

before tat.. i gym at least 3 time a week for each session one and half hour...

till my MD know me...haha.. tats why i got the opportunity to landed to my previous promoted job at sp services...

haha.. i rber him saying.. " you won't be tired after your work huh?"

cos i hav nothing on tat time ma... i hav no r/s, no study... alot of free time...

i lose abt 10kg down tat time.. i was fat tat time.. bocs i was on a medi.. that gain some weight.. haha......

for md.. i know him during xmas.. cos he say.. he need to lose weight since xmas he eat alot...LOL...

this was me... in july 2005..

i was so eager to lose weight.. since i wanna hav a beautiful pic to rber for life..


hmm... maybe nw i shld also try to lose weight....


maybe my "wet" bdae...


what is it??

I will disclose detail when its nearer....


love ya...